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UNDER kisaki``
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Created on 2008-11-25 17:46:56 (#17290160), last updated 2009-02-10
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Basic Info| Name: | UNDER kisaki CODES`~ |
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| Website: | mycath LJ |
BioName: Kisaki
Band: Solo? (PM me if I'm wrong)
Country: Japan
Occupation:Patient
Disorder: ADHD and SCHIZOPHRENIA
Background Info:
Born out of a loveless marriage, he didn't have problems at first. Gradually, the marriage turned from loveless to sour, to violence and now bitterness. He thought he could cope well, but he was wrong. He turned to violence to solve problems. He was always screaming and shouting and beating people up in school.
He was a social reject. He hated the world, he hated everyone that defied him. He hated his parents, for bringing him into this world, why did they even have him in the first place if they didn't love each other? That he could not understand, he doesn't want to know the answer. He was full of rage, every little second, until one day, he was badly injured by one of the most notorious gangs in Japan. He was admitted to a hospital, he was barely alive, but he managed to live on. There, he met the finest doctor he had ever seen, he could somehow open his heart to him with ease. All anger evaporated from him whenever he came to see him. Gradually, his violence vanished. But it didn't last long. A small quarrel between him and the doctor broke out. It was over minor matters, but Kisaki took it seriously. Out of anger, hate, sorrow and dominance, he raped and defiled the man of his life, the doctor who was willing to sacrifice anything for the sake of him.
Kisaki had disappointed him deeply. All of a sudden, all the anger that didn't exist in him previously, came back. It seeped into him like black ink staining a white cloth. It was irreversible, no matter how many times it gets washed, it was like a seed planted deep inside, waiting to engulf him at the right moment. It has become part of him. Slowly, gradually, it started to drive him crazy. He was insane, so insane that it hurt his brain. Then, he started to act like a little child...insanity had take it's toll on him.
Band: Solo? (PM me if I'm wrong)
Country: Japan
Occupation:Patient
Disorder: ADHD and SCHIZOPHRENIA
Background Info:
Born out of a loveless marriage, he didn't have problems at first. Gradually, the marriage turned from loveless to sour, to violence and now bitterness. He thought he could cope well, but he was wrong. He turned to violence to solve problems. He was always screaming and shouting and beating people up in school.
He was a social reject. He hated the world, he hated everyone that defied him. He hated his parents, for bringing him into this world, why did they even have him in the first place if they didn't love each other? That he could not understand, he doesn't want to know the answer. He was full of rage, every little second, until one day, he was badly injured by one of the most notorious gangs in Japan. He was admitted to a hospital, he was barely alive, but he managed to live on. There, he met the finest doctor he had ever seen, he could somehow open his heart to him with ease. All anger evaporated from him whenever he came to see him. Gradually, his violence vanished. But it didn't last long. A small quarrel between him and the doctor broke out. It was over minor matters, but Kisaki took it seriously. Out of anger, hate, sorrow and dominance, he raped and defiled the man of his life, the doctor who was willing to sacrifice anything for the sake of him.
Kisaki had disappointed him deeply. All of a sudden, all the anger that didn't exist in him previously, came back. It seeped into him like black ink staining a white cloth. It was irreversible, no matter how many times it gets washed, it was like a seed planted deep inside, waiting to engulf him at the right moment. It has become part of him. Slowly, gradually, it started to drive him crazy. He was insane, so insane that it hurt his brain. Then, he started to act like a little child...insanity had take it's toll on him.
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